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Thursday, May 19, 2005

I hate him. I love him. Deep down. But all that he has done to me. It makes me hate him. What have I done to him? Why has he changed so much? I hate him. And everything he does. He knows I wouldn't like it the things he does. He knows me better than I know myself. He calls me his friend. So why does he do it? I thought he was better than that. Being around him makes me sick. Makes me run into the bathroom back stall and cry to myself. I hate him. My teacher did say something to me. "Why are you so different this year? So depressed. What is wrong?" I ignored. Just walked out as fast as I could before I would cry. No one will ever know. Ever find out. It’s my secret. I hate him.